Thursday, April 27, 2006

in memoriam of bicycle man


there he comes again in my dream


he was so close


as i could touch him


staring at me, speechless


as if he wants to say something


but he can't


i wonder why he is always there


it's been six years after he left


but he is always shown up in my dreams


specially when i am feeling sad


but last night ev'rything is fine


i met my mother, she was happy to see me


i finished my job earlier so that my partner could finish our report soon


i talked to my dee at phone, i am so happy to hear his voice.  and i miss him


i went to music store with my best buddy, i am so glad he was healthy and laughing


but suddenly he came


then i feel blast from the past


he was the nerd who introduced me with internet


he was the one who taught me laplace


he was the one who waited for me after class


he was the one who made me like bicycling


he was the one who climbed the hill with his red bike to see me at home


he was the one who was waiting while i was abroad


he was the one whom i wanted to share my life with


until the day he came and said, ' irma, i don't have the heart for you anymore.  and all of our wedding plan is finished.'  it was just months before the planned wedding


then i know he is not the one that i should wait


i don't know where he is now, and i don't want to know


i don't want to see him


i just wish him happiness


may he and his wife and their two little girls are happy and healthy


God, please take good care of him


You know how much i love him


deep in my heart, i still love him


 


 


 


 

Monday, April 3, 2006

Ijab Kabul

'... saya terima nikahnya Irma Agustina binti Agoes Moebarokah dengan mas kawin PTD seumur hidup ...'


huahahahahaha ..... ada nggak ya, yang mau ijab kabul macam itu ??


gini nih, kalo udah keasyikan ngelencer melulu jadi cari pendamping hidup yang mau nemenin jalan-jalan.  kalo Lollytha kan carinya yang bisa foto (Lytha).  tapi ide mas kawin PTD seumur hidup ini juga sebenarnya berawal dari sharing ide sama Lytha waktu PTD Makassar - Tana Toraja kemarin.  hah, 10 jam duduk di bis ternyata bisa bikin orang punya ide aneh-aneh kayak gini