there he comes again in my dream
he was so close
as i could touch him
staring at me, speechless
as if he wants to say something
but he can't
i wonder why he is always there
it's been six years after he left
but he is always shown up in my dreams
specially when i am feeling sad
but last night ev'rything is fine
i met my mother, she was happy to see me
i finished my job earlier so that my partner could finish our report soon
i talked to my dee at phone, i am so happy to hear his voice. and i miss him
i went to music store with my best buddy, i am so glad he was healthy and laughing
but suddenly he came
then i feel blast from the past
he was the nerd who introduced me with internet
he was the one who taught me laplace
he was the one who waited for me after class
he was the one who made me like bicycling
he was the one who climbed the hill with his red bike to see me at home
he was the one who was waiting while i was abroad
he was the one whom i wanted to share my life with
until the day he came and said, ' irma, i don't have the heart for you anymore. and all of our wedding plan is finished.' it was just months before the planned wedding
then i know he is not the one that i should wait
i don't know where he is now, and i don't want to know
i don't want to see him
i just wish him happiness
may he and his wife and their two little girls are happy and healthy
God, please take good care of him
You know how much i love him
deep in my heart, i still love him
